I emailed this to my ex: Thoughts?

I have been pondering how to start this email, but I simply hope you find in good faith and an open heart. Recently I have done a lot of remembering all the specials times we spent together, and the genuine feelings we shared for one another. It has brought a big smile to my face and enjoyed our chats the past few days. Good to see you still have a sense of humor . I am not wanting to talk about the past (unless the good times), because I know that we cannot reconcile our past, as that relationship is gone, its done and we cannot change that. The future however gives up options of new. I have learned a lot from it, about me and about you. I empathize that what we shared could not work because we are in different places and I feel that you were or are not ready for true committed relationship that without fear to drive your actions. I clearly did the same thing by pushing you away. If I backed away from you early on things may have been different. Either way, I know strongly in my heart that I love you more than you know and I don’t want to go back there, but I do have faith that once you figure out to see yourself deserving of a strong loving relationship based on faith, I want to be ready. I know you Stacy more than you know and I understand and have no harsh feelings at all, only peace in my heart for the good times we had. I empathize with you to a great extent. I have learned from my mistakes and this has motivated me to not only be a greater and stronger man not only for me but for you in the event we cross paths and you would like to talk and be friend and just maybe start fresh after a friendship. I want us to be ready to do it right, slow and let it progress naturally. I know deep in my heart that I have zero desire to enter into a relationship with another girl whatsoever ever until that days come whether its two months or two years. You always have said listen to my heart and I have over and over. I will wait until you are ready if that day comes for us. This is my choice and until the day you end up married to someone else, I will be enjoying life for myself, simply waiting. If we are in healthy places and ready, I know we could be a extremely happy couple, who can explore, travel and enjoy life together. You may not believe me when I say this, but this decision brings peace to my heart as I believe in it. If and when that comes I hope we can develop what we could have had, and I am a man of my word, I will be there.