T.... if I email you with what is in my heart now, show you the frustration and the pain... and you never give me a word in reply
then when i next see you, my inclination is to not mention the fact that I emailed you, or even that I had that frustration or pain.
when I don't bring it up do you wonder about it? do you even remember that I felt that way, that I tried to share it with you?
do you intend to set me a new pattern of not sharing with you, because that's what people do in real life after all - they just suck it up and don't share it?
is this a deterioration of communication? or is it supposed to be healing me - and if healing, from what?
you know I really can't tell.
SAWE
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