Purple

First off YOU are NOT a loser. 2 showers is better than none. The thought of getting in the shower is too much to handle, but once we are in there we feel better. Go buy some wonderful smelling body wash.. Currently I'm using this apricot orange stuff . It smells so yummy .. 1.00 at Walmart. Maybe it would help? You are not a loser, you just have hit a rough spot. Everything changes.