I want to change (at least I think I do; at least, I believe that I think that I do - and yes I have told her that)
and so far, most of what she tries, fails.

if by 'change woud be necessary' you mean her, this I do know: I am not changing Ts again.

the problem is in me not in her. I have confidence in her skills and training; very little, or none, in myself.



don't get me wrong, those 'smilies' were not her at all they are me pointing at me, and laughing at me. There's not much else I can think to do.