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First off, congrats on the new job!! You are awesome girl! It's completely understandable to have anxiety in new situations, even if they are going to be great ones. You're a great writer, and I know you will do well. But, I also understand your anxiety. Grab onto the xanax if you need to, it's all good. That's what it's there for. Please keep us posted. We all care about you and are so glad to know things are on the way up for you.