Thanks. I did have a positive review. It still constantly points out how I need to not make mistakes and stay in their little box. Every time I make a mistake I get this huge anxiety rush. I'm technically not allowed to make any mitakes at my job. None. Small mistakes are kept like tally marks... Every mistake I'm like "is this the one that will get me fired?" I live in fear at my job.... Fear! I hate it! Every mistake makes me feel like a complete failure to everyone. My boss, my husband, my co-workers, my kids! I have failed them all!

I think my thing is...

I wish people could say, "Look at how much you have accomplished despite the fact that you have bipolar and obviously are not well a lot of the time."

Instead of: "Why do you always let us down?"

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