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Originally Posted by creativelight
Shred a tear here. It's so hard, I wonder how we always blame ourselves and can't admit we're just humans after all. Sometimes I think we're too hard on ourselves.. At others I feel like Im being selfish, don't know about y'all.
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It has gone beyond tears. It is a pain and sorrow in every cell of my body and mind. In my warped thinking I wonder if I could have a near death experience so I can know if he is ok. So we can say our earthly goodbyes.
I need a shower so bad, but I can't seem to move. I see the grief counselor on Thursday that seems so far away. I feel I won't make it , it is much too hard.
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JASON 8/17/1985 to 1/03/2013
I miss you sweetheart