Hi Frozen fire! I'm sorry to hear that you are having such a hard time right now. I would like to know how old you are in order to try to help you better. I am asking because you mention school so I don't know if you are an adult, a teenager or a kid. There are different ways to deal with problems depending on your age. However, somethings remain constant and I am appalled that your parents are saying such horrible things to you. Brothers will say hurtful things like that when they are angry and live to regret it later so that isn't as big a surprise but it is still a horrible thing for a brother to say. You might want to check out the relationships forum and see if anyone there has suggestions as to how to make things better for you. I also think that your family needs to seek some sort of counseling. It sounds like they are the ones who really need it. I hope things get better for you soon. Feel free to PM me if you want to.