Currently im ok I guess, but I keep getting waves of terrible worry and sadness. I have terrible mommy issues and they are effecting me tenfold recently. My mother has cancer and has for almost ten years...it is when this cancer hit that she actually became a small part of my life. Now she refuses to talk to me because I did not give her a car I had...idk...she is crazy. But she is still dying, alone, refuses to answer my phone calls, but is suicidal. Im so ****ing worried for her...I don't have anyone to talk to about this, so I am here...with you guys...even though I don't know any of you...