apparently all i do is play games with my husband, he's so sick of me because i cant stop getting upset about him texting other women, i dont trust him because of his lies to me before. This is just a stupid post. I feel like doing it. He told me "go ahead you fn stupid old broad"...you drag us through the **** everyday, I cant take you anymore.....He believes I will never follow through, its just a game to him.....I'mgoing to be so embarased I will probably not visit this site again. I'm so tempted to leave everything behind. I cause everyone pain everyday. I never should have been a mother. I am useless. I make things worse everyday. I cry and he has his fist in my face and tells me he wishes he could do something to me, he's on a peace bond so he would have to really snap to follow through with his wishes, but what he is doing is driving me to take care of his problem "ME" myself. I hate what I'm saying. I cant help anyone...he is someone I rely on to help me, I'm so stupid...