I am tired. I think it is a delayed-reaction response to the she-monster situation a few weeks ago (long story). It has really put me into a spin and I am so unhappy about this. My head constantly hurts.

I HATE that she can still make me feel so lousy that I can spiral into such a dark pit. I really truly do.

(Husband's refusal to do anything around here for himself, as well as bad news about a friend far away, also are NOT helping....)

I need to get some energy back so I can get back on top and be back in charge of my small world. And get back some control. It's the only thing that's going to make me feel better.

Genuinely moving on would be a very good thing.