Dear T, thanks for returning my call. it was your voice being calm and gentle which is why i called back and took the cancellation.

it was good being able to go and share that i am not a happy person and won't ever come in all laughing. you seemed okay with that.

and letting me know i don't have to journal felt like chains being lifted off my shoulders. it is just not my thing....

letting me sit on the couch. i know i am not a new person, but it still felt like it was okay.... and i got to put my feet on the couch as well

i don't like the frued crap though, i think you caught that when i gave you the finger....

anyways, as sad as the topic was, it felt good to feel accepted, safe and feeling like i mattered.

sometimes you do really, really good and it restores my faith in humanity and myself.. thanks

ps it would be great if the same atmosphere was in the room next time.