I've started over so many times so many different ways and I don't want to do it again. This set-back with the PT, causing neck/spinal cord word done 15 yrs ago to be undone is too much. I don't want to start again, and knowing there's only a 50% chance I can get any relief at my age ...
I'm tired. I don't want to repeat myself, knowing the results will be much less, at best.