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Bathany, I am far from having the right to give any advice, but you should seek help. You attacked everyone on here that was trying to be of help to you. The fact you were sexually abused is a horrible thing and you need to get through it somehow someway. Maybe meds will help? I dunno what you've been through but you are very angry. Sometimes we do hear the same advice over and over and don't think any of it will help because we don't want to go that route, be it therapy or whatever the case. But try something new. You can't go through life doing the same thing and expect different results. That alone is the definition of true insanity. And I am guilty of that as well. We can't judge you or your situation. We are just trying to reach out and help you by what you have posted so far. We do care. This is a great site. You know this or you wouldn't be here. Take a deep breath and let go. And DO something about your pain, not dwell in it looking for sympathy. It gets us nowhere but bitter, hateful and lost and alone. And those things suck! Your problems matter because they are yours. They are no better or worse than any of ours. Remember this. All we are here for is to help each other and that includes YOU! So please, try to be a bit more appreciative. You don't have to listen or take any of our advice, but to be rude and say mean things is way way way unnecessary. I wish you the best and hope you continue to reach out and get help. We are here for you. Cause you want us to be, or you wouldn't have posted any of this.
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