Find Louis L'Amour's autobiography http://www.amazon.com/Education-Wand.../dp/0553286528 Education of a Wandering Man.

There's no right or wrong way to live, you can go to school now or later or not at all. It's just generally easier when you do it in order/sequence instead of deciding later you wish you had and having to go against the tide.

No one wants to work at a job that they do not enjoy but not all jobs are unenjoyable to all people. You can only work from your own experience but don't judge others by it and recognize how small your own experience is, especially at your age. I recommend not thinking/feeling so much about things that you have not done/tried yet; go out and get some real experience working in fun jobs, horrible jobs, jobs to put food in your mouth, jobs to earn your way travelling around the world (if that's what you want). Do, rather than just think about. The map is not the territory.