Hi there. I want to share my problem with you and ask for help. I have been in a complicated situation for a long time. I can't forget someone I used to love... maybe I still love.. But I have to. Our relationsip was very successfull at the beginning ( three years ago ). We were happy together . But after a year the problems came. His parents and my parents are against this relationship. I have not told them but I know they would be because he is different kind of religion. I am sure that if they understand it will be a war and they will leave me deal alone in life ( with him ). We have been separated for one year and a half but I and he still have feelings for each other. I have had been with other boys it is just not the same. There is not such feeling as in HIS embrace. I can speak for everything with him. I cried my eyes for him when we broke up because of our parents.. we don't want to hurt them. I was in another relationship soon but it failed as the others... There is no one like him.. I think that I have been in depression since our break - up. My mind refuses to accept that it is impossible. I am miserable all the time, I have no energy, the social contacts exhaust me, I like spending time on my own in my apartment, I don't like going out.. If someone has overcome similar problem without medicine please comment...
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