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Hi honeybee, if you are around. I am depressed. Ex-bf is gone and so is my erotic euphoria. Maybe I was wrong, intentionally or not, saying what I did to him. Still, I must show mind over matter to end this silliness as it would definitely really upset my husband. I really can't think straight in that euphoric state of mind but it is a difficult withdrawal to lose it. It is hard not to contact him. I wish he were here. I can't imagine what it is like to have a real affair. It must be really hot - in a constant euphoric state.
I don't know if I told you that I confessed to my husband without details. He said he could understand but it had to stop. That was awhile back, weeks ago. This is what he gets for trusting me.
Hope all is well. -GC
PS-Sorry to be such a downer.
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By Grace Claire - because Grace and Claire were both taken
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