I plucked up the courage today to tell my therapist that I miss him considerably between sessions and that I am living in dread and sadness of the end of therapy in a couple of months time. I also told him of the fears that were preventing me from telling him, such as what he would think of me, or that he would misunderstand my feelings and think that I am in love with him etc.
I am so glad that I have told him, I just wish I hadn't waited till now to do so. It hasn't really lessened my post-therapy blues, and I hence I am feeling low now and know that it will be worse tomorrow. But despite that I feel good for having told him.
If anyone else is in a similar position then I would highly recommend telling your therapist, especially if you have a good rapport with them.
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