Feeling pretty depressed as of late. Not sure why. Probably because I'm terrible at remembering to take my anti-depressants. Maybe I should call the pdoc about that. Maybe I can get a new one that I can take at night, so I don't forget. Feeling pretty overwhelmed. I wonder if I've taken too much on. I was fighting a cold but now it just feels like all over pain and aches. And sadness. And anxiety. I don't want to go to school, can't make it into work. Got yelled at by my dad, which made me break down and cry. Threw up this morning. Just not in a good state at all. And I thought I was doing so well...juggling so much. Maybe this is just a temporary back slide. That's how I'll look at it. Just a few steps back. Tomorrow is a new day. I'll wake up early and prepare my favorite coffee. And I'll be back at it tomorrow. Fake it til you make it, right?