lately, i had a lot of disagreements with my friends that usually leads me to getting so angry. i want everything to be organized and in time. when it is time to play i play but when it is time to work i work. the problem is that these days my friends are no longer taking anything seriously, as if it is a joke for them. all their decisions affect my work since we are working together and my plans are ruined. when i go home i find myself breaking and throwing things, punching walls. my tears fall unconsciously and that is when i open my eyes and try to pull myself together and forget about it! i do.
then in the next day we meet again and everything starts over. i am getting tired and now i refuse to work with them again, it is bugging me to lose my friend over such a thing. i am even starting to question our friendship. what should i do?