Ok.. I think I hate myself. I haven't been this negative since only lord knows when... It's this post partum depression, bp, OCD or what?!?! I keep obsessing about these unimportant things, wanting to fight cuz it infuriates me for reason I'm not sure if are legit. I mean, if they are, why does it all happens at the same time to make me feel insane!? Daycare ppl make me feel so uncomfortable. After my husband said to them not to get me upset, my son got scratched up by another kid. So they are under the impression that dad wants to leave the kid there but it's me, mom, that wants him out. I discussed this with my husband before, we both agreed it was the best, but now I feel they see me as the "bad guy". Then I feel is my husbands fault, and I want to attack him, because I felt attacked. Of course it just looks as I'm insane and over reacting, and I feel horrible. It's just too many things to handle! And I feel powerless!