HI I'm Crew, I'm not a therapist or doctor so I can't diagnose you.I guess we could speculate on what is. is what and you may have DIDNOS. Now what?
Look at what is upsetting your inside parts or alters or ? . now lets heal from this. Pushing for a diagnosis makes doctors cringe in my opinion and I have found with friends and even myself I get a tail behind me of T's that didn't work.
I want and look for trauma therapists. If they have dealt with violence they can help imo again.
I will send you healing thoughts and a few thousand torches to light your way...... what do I know, I 'm just an ole fart.... trying to make it through with good people around me. on your path and I hope we run into each other again.
Crew