Everything is falling apart and I'm just sitting here watching it crumble. My health is deteriorating, my relationships are deteriorating, my motivation has gone to hell and I can't remember the last time my head wasn't in pain. And now I'm exploding from the stress of fighting an addiction cold-turkey.

Addiction is always there for me but she asks too much in return. And when I have nothing left to give Karma takes everything else away... I was always a sucker for a pretty face...