I really don't know what else to say. I need to fit in here but I feel like an outsider, then again 90% of the time I feel like an out sider in my own skin.

Back about 3 days ago I wrote a thread about needing support from people here cause I'm going to be starting Hep C treatments on top of my bipolar meds, then turn around and seemed to insult most of you by saying I don't want to be the site basket case and was more worried I couldn't help you all. What a crock of *****.

Truth is I'm scared, and I don't know how to reach out, never have.
Truth is I need support and don't know how to ask for it or even how to except it.
Truth is I'm a 48 year old man in for the fight of his life and feels completely alone even though I live with a loving partner.

Truth is I just want to fit in and don't know how.

The Wolf