I'm 56. Have had trouble with depression for years. Meds never seem to work.
I 'm on 30 mgs of Prozac....any higher and it bothers my leg muscles.
I also take Lorazepam for anxiety.
I am homebound both by physical causes & by choice.

I 've been experiencing feelings of guilt on everything!
Really distresses me.
If I sleep late I feel guilty because I 'm not up uncovering my birds.
I 'm always feeling at fault for anything that goes wrong or off.
Always saying "I 'm sorry ".
Naps make me feel guilty....I should be doing something productive.

Anytime my birds have any problem.....It 's my fault.
If my caregiver is extra quiet well I must have done something wrong.
It 's my fault my kids are having any problems. Even tho they are all
over 30.
2 of them blame me for everything wrong in their lives.
(We 've been estranged for years)

My power needs to be paid.
It 's just all my fault that I ran out of money.
Had to pay the vet or lose one of my birds.
That was probably my fault too.

What can I do?
And why do I feel like I 'm doing something wrong if I sleep past
10:00 in the morning? Nights don 't go so good sometimes.
My dreams are even of me being blamed for things.

What can I do?