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Originally Posted by sadstar
Growing up I used to have so many dreams and hopes for the future... but as I grew older I stopped dreaming. I guess some people say its like facing reality, but in a sense it isn't. Dreams push you further, they give you a drive, and make life worth living. I don't have any dreams anymore, no hopes for the future, no goal I'm trying to reach. I just live life because I have to, and it really stinks. Of course I have things I think would be awesome to achieve, but at the same time, I know that it will never happen. I wish there was something I would be able to put all my efforts towards. Something to make everything I've done in my life have a purpose.
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'Hope is for presidents and dreams are for people who are sleeping.' I wish I had something encouraging to say to you. But, unfortunately I'm in the exact same boat. However, I was just thinking tonight, that for me, it's not going to get any better or worse. And there's almost a strange sense of peace in that. You can just let go & stop caring. Just keep going through the motions trying to make things better for yourself because that's what's expected of you. But just remember it's all pointless either way in the end. So, there's no need to beat yourself up if you aren't successful.