she came onto this site to see what i was talking about i came here for help she followed me.... she hurt me and here in a week she will call saying she loves me again and i dont want to fall for it again.... for 2 years she has done this to me... i dont know how to get out of it... last time she pushed me to suicide..... she has been hurting me far to long... but when im with her i dont hurt... when were together i fight for her i just dont know what to do now that im alone... the only plus is im not going to kill myself this time... killing myself would be selfish and i try to be selfless... EH.... i gotta go im feeling bad...