Listen, I understand exactly how you are feeling. You are not alone. It really isn't your fault. You may read this and think, "whatever it's still my fault" but it isn't. I was raped my a person I loved. And I still feel at fault. But if you blame yourself you are letting them take advantage of you even more. If you blame yourself you will become weaker and weaker and your brother will "come to the rescue" and the bad stuff with start over...

I know it's scary to tell someone. But it is for your own good. Write down what you want to say on a piece of paper, and slip it under your parents bedroom door. So you don't have to face them, but you still get heard.

Please don't give up. Be strong. Stand up for yourself.

I'm here if you want to talk. message me <3 hugs