Went to sleep super early, mostly because I lashed out at my brother and started crying just because he asked what he needed to do with Jordan's text books... and this morning I thought I was ok, I did, but reading my original post, I'm still upset.

I did do some things right yesterday, met my deadline, andwith the help of my supervisor who has turned out to be a good friend, I avoided a colleague I would rather have clawed, and yet I feel so hopeless? Idk what it is, there this ache I can't soothe, a deep-seated ache...

Maybe I was mildly hypo, didn't notice and now paying for it? Idk, nothing in my life warrants this aching in my soul....

I can't spend the day crying, I can't.

Thanks guys, will put a reminder on my phone to get the money I need.