I am not sleeping too well either. I am very tired.

My roommate still does not have a job and I don't know how much more we can afford to live here. I am so scared.

I looked at some work that I did on an amateur book that I wrote which may or may not be published. I feel the only skill I really have is writing and I am not sure it's any good. If my material does sell, it might save Bruce and me from being homeless.

A dream, though.

I bought my weekly lottery mega millions ticket today.

Arvind is great. We are talking out our problems. Something new.

Carol