i understand the AD concept well. like I said, they worked quite well (and prety much instantly) when I started them, but then would just quit so I kept getting higher doseages until I am at the highest and I pretty much figure its just all in my head (lol) and I stopped trying to get to the bottom of it all. Now that I am away at school, things are worse and my friends are pointing more things out to me. So, I guess in the end I should muster up all the courage I have and go to the consultation interview and just spill....100% truth. What I do, how I act, how I feel, how I react to those feelings and what my bipolar have stated about me. Yep....hope I can do it. Its easy to talk about it.