My T is a person. I want to be in control of my life. I would like guidance, not to be led, that is why I go. I don't always make good choices but who does? I'm sure even my T doesn't always. It's part of life, your mistakes help define who you are. I don't want to have to go running to my T before I do anything. I'm happy to talk it through and come to a decision but not be led. I am an indecisive person, but also an independent one. I'm angry because I need my T's support right now, I am at a low point and have more triggers coming in the next few months. I will have to deal with them on my own now, all my T wants to talk about are the choices anyway. I'm not paying to talk about that anymore.