•••I couldnt have said it better myself. I honestly say that to myself all the time. My name is StonyPony. I dont know what your issues are so Ill tell u a little about me. I grew up an abused child, from verbal to mental, molestation, beatings, neglect etc. I left my moms only to get into an abusive relationship & drugs and all that comes with that. So 19 years later, Im Bi-polar, have PTSD, ADD, and in a severe depression right now. I would imagine I think I know how you feel. Ive suffered, literally, my whole life. I dont have any magic words to make you feel better, Im sorry, but what I can say is with some hard work it will get better. I believe that, for you & myself. I started with baby steps. 1st seeing a med doc, now a therapist, and lotsa reading about my conditions helps. I at least have hope now, thats all, but theres hope 4 you too. Just dont give up & things WILL get better. I promise you that. I hope this helps u, u can PM me if u want to know more or just need someone to talk to- Id love to hear from you.