I think it's a typical mixed episode, being caused partially due to my meds. They are sedating me so much, that I even pass out at times.
I'm feeling lonely and overwhelmed. I know I ought to phone my pdoc and let him know, but I am too scared/shy to phone.
I'm worried I have too much on my plate and that I'm going to keep losing my grip on life.
3 of my grandparents are gravely ill too, and I'm preparing myself for the worst.
I have been sleeping a lot more than normal and had no motivation to do anything at all.

Argggg....grumble....rant...