I agree with everyone else there are so many things you did right.
I think you are amazing to be able to hold down a job. When my illness came back in my late 30's, after many tries, I had to give up a job I loved. I was a Systems Analyst and manger in the computer department of a large teaching hospital. I tried different things to keep working like giving up my manager roll. But eventually I went out on long term disability, because the stress of work kept pushing me over the edge. I wish now I tried harder to keep working.

So like I said just working with this illness is something you should give yourself many pats on the back!