lukey u need to get help...this is nothing to be playing around with...having read ur last couple of posts, i have to say that i was dabbling around in stuff not too different from what ur doing now when i was only 8, and i ended up with a severe case of anorexia when i was in my late teens. many people descend down that path a lot quicker than i did. continuing on like this will be havoc on your body, and at the end of the day what do u get from it? u r skinny...whoop-de-doo...take from someone who could have died from all this, it's not worth it. it won't make the pain go away, it'll just make it worse...this is not the answer to whatever ur facing. Again , please get help