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Originally Posted by tribalwolf
I really don't know what else to say. I need to fit in here but I feel like an outsider, then again 90% of the time I feel like an out sider in my own skin.
Back about 3 days ago I wrote a thread about needing support from people here cause I'm going to be starting Hep C treatments on top of my bipolar meds, then turn around and seemed to insult most of you by saying I don't want to be the site basket case and was more worried I couldn't help you all. What a crock of *****.
Truth is I'm scared, and I don't know how to reach out, never have.
Truth is I need support and don't know how to ask for it or even how to except it.
Truth is I'm a 48 year old man in for the fight of his life and feels completely alone even though I live with a loving partner.
Truth is I just want to fit in and don't know how.
The Wolf
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You just reached out for help by writing this. You fit in just like I fit in. I just ramble and be as honest as I can, brutally honest on here, and that's all I do. Your post is just like mine, and you fit in just as well as I do. Everyone here is very, very accomodating to each indivudual person.
I am a 34 year old guy, who has been dealing with bp2 since I was nine. yep, that was my onset. I too have a loving wife that I can't and won't share this experience with. I'm like a stone sometimes around her... protecting and nurturing the relationship from the illness. I am scared too. I think that we all are. Inside... in that place that we don't show... it's scary.
I wish that I could say more...
but i'm on in the mornings. Talk it up. post it up. I would love to have conversations with you!