It went ok. I feel so numb. I talked about Jason and I had no feeling? What is this? She says it is protective or something like that. Not one tear. I fear the damn is backing up and a huge flood is on the horizon.

My first meeting of HEAR, heroin epidemic action reform is on 2/6. I need to bring my a game this means a lot to me. I hope this crazy bipolar inconsistent mind doesn't fail me.

Thanks for asking