What if all you want to do is curl up in a ball and just not feel any emotion?

I derive very little pleasure from doing things and I agree with ShatteredSanity. I find it very difficult to get much solace from people giving me fake hugs and virtual emotions over the net.

However, I suppose I want to at lease feel connected to some group of people and look for commonality. A sense of normality when everything seems like its through a looking glass.

I'm only trying to kid myself.