As adam_k says, its not down to what weight or image you are - its that inner critic that needs to be taken out and shot at dawn.

Being skinny isnt much fun either, you get accused of not having to try to be thin (like its effortless) and made to feel like a pig for eating when you do. Despite the fact people dont know that you might have not eaten all day or been working very hard etc etc...

My weight doesnt make me feel any more attractive, I feel so super critical and cant compare to the stereotype male physique. I still feel like I'm in this teenage body - its awful.