Can you see the fear?
can you see the sadness?
can you see the world is spinning around me and
I am getting lost inside it?

Why can't you see?
why can't you see me?
why can't you feel what I feel?
why was I left alone to suffer?
Can't you see?
Can't you see the pain that
tears my heart and kills my faith?

Trying, always trying and you nowhere near me
from far away you laugh at my pain

why can't you see?
why was I left alone to suffer?
why there is no mercy, no compassion
why can't you feel the fear, the pain that tears my heart and kills my faith?

Everyone is gone and I here alone
suffering, dying
alone
all is left a distant God well protected behind his clouds
a vast sky his shield that covers him not to feel my pain
all is left a distant therapist well protected by his professional status; his PhD a shield that covers him not to feel my pain; his cruel words spears thrown back at me -- better for him to hurt me than allow himself to feel, to understand my right, my pain.

Everyone is gone and I here alone
suffering, dying

My body a cold tomb
there lay my soul and heart.