Yeah, I think if I told him I had a plan AND I was going to go through with the plan that weekend, he would have done more. Mine was, I have a plan, and am not going to do anything anytime soon because I know it will be bad for my kids. However, I'm getting to the point where it feels like it is inevitable that I will go through the plan someday, just because I'm so depressed and so tired and might lose control.