I'm so sorry to hear you going to such a rough time, I agree with what has been said so far. I also understand the loss and grief, you are processing one of the most horrific things that you can the loss of the child.
But you are strong enough to get through this, just know that you are not alone, that there are people here who care in their here for you. I wish there were more I could say or do to help you through this time.

The Wolf