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I am a little curious if she was really pregnant or maybe the swelling you felt was actually a tumor? It is hard for us to diagnose our 4 legged children since they can't tell us when something is hurting that bad.

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YES.... I too am now wondering if she was pregnant or if it was some thing else, but I try not to think about it to much for if I do then I will cry even more (and) she is buried now and in peace and safe from any more harm...... I am not for sure if it was a tumor for she really grew fast in just five days - can a tumor do that, grow that fast?

Right now I am just trying to move on with my life and to enjoy the other three dogs that I still have, am blessed to still have. I have had dogs for the last 11 years of my life and I have always taken good care of all of them.... but I do know that they have to die one day - I just did not think it would be her for she was just 8 years old and I have two other dogs that are older than her and one that is younger.

LIFE has its on agenda and it is not always what you want or think we need.

LoVe,
Rhapsody - (( hugs ))