Idk I wish I could go to one, but we can't afford that right now and I haven't been able to get on health insurance. I feel so screwed up right now that I cannot even function in every day things like work and school. All I want to do is sleep and eat and the thing is I used to be borderline annorexic, now I eat a lot and everytime I eat I get depressed cause I'm ashamed of myself. I recently had to stop cutting and after I stopped I started eating a lot more and I don't like it at all. I'm gaining weight and want to hurt myself at the same time. I do not like this at all and I don't know what wrong or how to fix it with no money and no help.