Having been "terminated" by my last T over the phone, I feel your anxiety for the seperation and hope you will seek support in the form of friends, family and another T who will be more in tune with you. I know from experience that it is hard, especially when you need that individual to use as a sounding post and to have a connection to something while the world around you is spinning a bit out of control.

Please be good to yourself - the psycho therapy people should have agreed to be pocket riders for you today -- I don't know you, but know we are with you at this hard time. Sounding boards for you. And please, if that relationship helped you, I would try and find a different T who could be a better fit for you.

Thanks for reaching out