Dear T,

I have reached out, and NOTHING. I am so pissed! And now, I have got myself thinking you to get back to me because of something *I* did. That is bull. I know when I need to be heard, and this week I needed to be heard by you and had some encouraging words said to me. So, now instead of going into my session tomorrow disclosing all of the thoughts and hard times that I have been having, I am having a hard time convincing myself to even go. What if, it was too much.. I don't want to face you tomorrow. I know that in one of your e-mails when we talked about responsed to e-mails and phone calls that if you didn't get back to me it was only because you were too busy. Seriously, you couldn't find 5 mins in the last 4 days to e-mail/or call me? Then you my dear T, are too busy!!!!!