OK, I'm sorry that you feel hated and are hurt by what he said...however I don't see the hate in that. In fact, I see a T trying to help you realize that what you are struggling with (your DX?) is evident in your life, but isn't your fault. That's rather good to hear, imo... it's a good place to start (over) if you need a spot.

Sometimes hearing the truth is difficult. But if we are strong and accept the opinion of an objective caring voice, we can begin to heal.

I know that after my injury all the bad sides to me which I had worked on and conquered over the years, returned. (From the anger? The pain? The PTSD? I don't know.) I had to realize the effect it had on my life and how other ppl reacted to what I was going through...before I could seek out solutions to noticing when I was overreacting, and then counter it before I offended someone.

Please do share with your T how you feel T hates you... and in the future if he says something that hurts you...tell him right then. Say something like, that makes me feel bad, or ouch... that made me feel like you hate me. Then let the T help you work through it. It will also help the T learn how to say things so you are able to really hear what he's trying to help you with.

OK? ((((hugs))) Therapy is not easy. It's hard work and you are wonderful for trying to heal!