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Old Jan 31, 2013, 05:36 PM
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Originally Posted by depressedgirl View Post
Idk I wish I could go to one, but we can't afford that right now and I haven't been able to get on health insurance. I feel so screwed up right now that I cannot even function in every day things like work and school. All I want to do is sleep and eat and the thing is I used to be borderline annorexic, now I eat a lot and everytime I eat I get depressed cause I'm ashamed of myself. I recently had to stop cutting and after I stopped I started eating a lot more and I don't like it at all. I'm gaining weight and want to hurt myself at the same time. I do not like this at all and I don't know what wrong or how to fix it with no money and no help.
you are highly symptomatic then and do need help. Since you are at school, can't you go to the health center on the college campus?

When you decided to marry him, in what state of mind were you? Were you OK or were you cutting or wanting to cut/not functioning/sleeping and eating/ashamed of yourself etc.etc.?