Lately I have been feeling really connected to t. I feel so close to her and she is always on my mind. This scares me as I can feel myself attaching to her and I know I can't allow myself to get sucked in by another therapist and then spat out again.
I am also not sure what ts agenda is, she is so friendly and I wonder because she is my old ts supervisor why she is being like this because old t terminated me because I got too close to her, maybe I am just being paranoid but I am sure they discussed me and present t knows how bad I got with old t and told her to terminate me.
My main problem is that t treats me like a friend more than a client. She always keeps me longer. She talks about herself a lot, tells me lots of private information. now I get confused because i want t to love me and be my friend/mother but I know this can't happen. T doesnt understand my situation either and this frustrates me.
It feels like t is messing with my head